136. Depressed

Today at work was a bad day! Things at work have been getting worse and worse.

Before anyone tells me that I should post anything on my blog about work let me just say this….I appreciate the concern….I no longer care!

That being said this post really is not about work. Its about finding your place in this world. Over the last two years I have worked to find out who I am and find myself. I have enjoyed the journey, and have discovered some interesting things. The one thing I have toyed with is my professional life. For some time now I have known that what I am doing now is not the best fit for me. To be honest I dont think I am even close to being fit right in my career. I am good at my job, but I dont like what I do. I have some ideas of what I would like to do, but they all require me to step off a cliff and jump into the air with out a safety net. That scares me A LOT!

Here in Washington I just moved into a nice house, I like the area, and I have better friends then I have ever had in my entire life (with the exception of my mission). I dont want to loose any of these things. I REALLY dont want to move again! I am tired of moving! Washington is the first place in a long time that I feel like I am at home.

7 thoughts on “136. Depressed

  1. I think you’re awesome, and for selfish reasons, I don’t want you to leave Washington either. However, I want you to be happy. Perhaps there is a better job out there for you and one that’s local.

  2. Cataclysm is coming out, you could try for some cheap escapism =) They already rolled out the Azeroth world changes, plus if you don’t like your profession on WoW, you can easily change it =)

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